Everyday there are struggles. Some days are lighter then others, but more confusing.
We started out confused and alone. We’ve been against each other. We’ve tried tearing each other part. For some of us we felt and feel like we have no purpose. There are so many questions and not enough answers. When we switch we still have concerns living with a face and body that’s not ours. We are strangers in the body, and mirrors are our enemy. Months have past and some of us are more stable than others.
We are in a family where there are kids a husband and a dog. Everyone in the family is struggling. It feels as though we’ve disappointed everyone but, know we had and have no control over losing the host. We want to have a relationship with the girls and a great connection with the spouse that could lead to more.